still suffering

So I am going through some tuff times. No money no job and getting sick a lot. I been wanting to take my own life cuz of the stress I have been going through, and with little help. I been begging for help to the point I just gave up. No one to cheer me up or event help. Yes I have my ever loving boyfriend but I still feel down in the dirt. No one cares for all my hard work I do.